Hallelujah!

Talk yourself up, then tear yourself down.
Make It Last As Long As It Needs To.
Hallelujah! My dream, it came true! This proves fate. It was meant to happen. It would have never been without the presence of fate in my life.
Or Did I, oh, never, actually make something happen. Do I control what happens? Do OTHER PEOPLE? Does anyone control themselves?
You've got nothing but time on your hands and you enjoy sitting in front of a computer, typing away at 9:28 PM on a Friday night. Hallelujah! Something put me here to make sure that I was typing this at 9:28 PM on a Friday night. Someone said that I should be doing this. It wasn't me. Or do i not take enough credit for the things that I do? Or do i not take credit for what others do?
Are you asking yourself this, or asking someone else?
Hallelujah!
God, It just feels so good to be able to blame all of the happenings in my life on something that we like to call "fate". Because I obviously have no effect on what happens in my life when I tell it to happen. It was never my intetino to end up where I am now, because either I could do better or I could never do this good.
You Know Nothing.
Involve yourself into something that matters. Wait, does this matter? Should it matter? Do I matter? OR was I just an accident. I complain. I fight, i'm mean and cruel. but i'm nice and gentle. Im smart yet dumb. I tell different people different things.
Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep beep.
Does this touch you? Can I touch you? I think I already have. DId you mean to touch everyone in the world that you touched or do things that are big only matter. Don't go look in the sun because that has a huge imapct on your eyes. Is that fate that we know what or what not to do? Or an accident? Who learned this?
These are all things that YOU don't know.
Dig yourself a nice big hole. Find more about yourself and the answer will be found.
Do we need an ending? Or does this "fate" know?
Who told you to take a chance? Make a change? Was it fate? It must have been. Nothing is your fault or are you to blame for. So let's sit and do nothing.
Fight for your right, to make the right choice and to change the world.
Take your time, no, take my time.


Because all we know is falling, it falls.

viva la revolucion

Nothing should be ignored.
No one should have self-pity or self-doubt.
From now on ban all of the fears and the doubts in your life. Grab them with that strong hand of yours, hitch the bag full of them and throw them on your back. Drive to the middle of the desert and dump them in the middle of nothing. Don;t worry. They decompose easily.
What you've done just got rid of the hundreds of pounds of weight that you've once had on your shoulder and throws them away for good. Although some may build up again, make sure that your heart beats, and beats for only you.
Phone Calls and Text Messages. IM's and messages. Confrontations, loss of support. They were a waste of your time. You've got more to live for than them. They may not like your new lifestyle but that doesn't concern you. You stand alone, proud, and never will e doubted again. Because you have no doubts. You're stronger than anyone else.
"You've talked yourself up, and never tear yourself down. Fix your one wall, and find your way around. What's the problem now? You've got tons of nerve. What were you supposed to say? Run away, run away. You wouldn't
Put your faith in, so much faith, and then toss it away. Naiive people can be very decieving. And that's why I am writing this."

Sound Familiar?
It Shouldn't. You wouldn't.